I can clearly remember my dream but I do not fully understand it.
If I am going to write the whole dream, it would take me a lifetime just to finish writing that dream. (Believe me)
All I can say is that I am walking in an aisle as white as snow, my heart skipping a beat as I step. Everything was a blur but it seems like everything was calm. Everyone is smiling, while having tears in their very eyes. This scenario raised so many questions in my weary mind. Then an idea struck me.
This is a wedding.
I am the bride.
Oh, did I forget to mention…
It was an arranged marriage.
As I reached the end of the terribly long aisle, I am still unable to see my groom because of my white veil. He handed me orange flowers (the flower above is the closest thing I can find).
It was strange because my groom handed me my bouquet which is I am supposed to be holding while walking the aisle. Anyways, he offered his hand so he can help me at the stairs. Everyone was silent, patiently waiting for me to hold on to his hand. By the time I held his hand.
That’s when I finally knew.
I recognized him.
I know him.
He’s the person that I loved.
It’s so strange because by the time I saw him. I saw his warm smile, his teary eyes, every bit of his perfect features.
But still I find it strange again for me because I know that this is a dream but what is this foreign feeling inside me? I could not simply put it into words.
My cheeks began to get wet as fresh tears began to immerse in my eyes. Tears? (Yep, tears)
I could not fathom what I am feeling. Are these tears of joy?
Finally, after the ceremony, everything I see is simple bliss. My parents are smiling at me, my brothers and sister playfully teasing us and calling names. Close friends began hugging us, Everyone’s happy, He’s also happy, I can tell… because of his contagious smile.
That’s when I realized…
I am also happy
I still love him.
*Then I woke up.
This dream has been bothering me since then. I dunno why, but I know it has a meaning, I believe that it has one. All of my dreams have a meaning but I could not find one for this dream. I recognize the guy, in fact I know him. I just wanted to know why I had that dream.
~December 31, 2013